February 2012
I just sent an email to my tattoo artist describing how I want my tattoo to be drawn out.
When I got my check and saw that it was much more than usual I called and made an appointment for my tattoo for Kyle on Friday.
I’m so excited. It’s been three years since I’ve felt that great pain.
I’ve told people my idea, but I don’t want to say it on here cause not like...
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Carrying The Banner- NEWSIES.
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Dude,
FUCK SMOKING OUT OF A CAN.
I don’t want to sound attention seeking or anything, I’m so happy how close this brought all of us and that everyones trying to get together, but I’m just terrified for when it ends.
I’m in Farmington and was only close with Justin before this happened.
I’m easily forgotten, hell I was a few times this weekend.
I’m just waiting for when I’m not getting...
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It’s only been one week.
It feels like about four or five months.
I’m still just so tired and drained.
But todays the first day where I feel in touch with my everyday life again. I don’t know how else to word it.
And I’m assuming that has to do with the fact that I’m watching my niece and I love her more than anything in the world.
Well, next to my cat.
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pyralspite replied to your post: pyralspite replied to your post: I like that we…
oh i was going to fight you irl
Ahahah come on now. Have I ever been a super angry pissy cliche when we lose?
Usually I’m just, “eh.” and find reasons why it’s okay.
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pyralspite replied to your post: I like that we lose the game Jimmy Howard…
implying at all it was jimmy’s fault we lost??????????? did you watch the game at all question mark
nooooooooooooooo. cause it was his autograph. And I’m being sarcastic.
Say I met Homer on Saturday instead of Jimmy, then I would have said “THX UNCLE HOMER”.
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I like that we lose the game Jimmy Howard dedicated to Kyle in his autograph for him.
THX JIMMY.
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Kyles online guestbook for those who'd like to... →
My Dad gave me 100 dollars so after work I’m gonna walk to the tattoo place and talk with them and see if they can just do that much moneys worth of my Kyle tattoo today and then finish it up in the next few days after I get my check.
I could wait, but I’m already in town and I know if I don’t now I’ll spend this money on cigarettes and whatnot.
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I haven’t worked in over a week.
Good thing my first shift back is opening, so I’ll be by myself.
I can’t keep my eyes open. Finally got sleep thanks to really good pain pills.
I’m thinking about doing what I did last time I opened and just sleep in the back room until 11, but these pills are very strong, I’ll probably sleep through my alarms.
Bah fu real life.
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Omg I forgot about this.
So Mike, John and I were the only ones up and I was telling them about the rumor going around a few months ago that when Kyle and I had sex he made me cry cause he was so big. Mike busts out laughing and says I FUCKING HEARD THAT I WAS WITH KYLE AND I HIGH FIVED HIM AND HE DIDN’T CONFIRM OR DENY IT.
Kyle you’re still finding ways to make me want to push you,...
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Home.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this tired, but I can’t sleep still. I can’t remember the last time I really did. These past few days have been the hardest days of my life, but they were also so wonderful. Apparently I have a heart because it’s broken. It hurts so damn much. But,I have never cried, hugged, or laughed as much as I did in these last few days.I think...
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DEAR KYLE CRUMB
atemybrainzzz:
I’m not going to lie. Today was probably the hardest thing to go through, but i am sure youre up there and proud of all of us because we all came together for you my dude. And you know what? Not one person has a bad memory of you. Youve impacted a lot of live with your smile, your laugh, your positivity and just in general your presence. We are all going to miss and for now we...
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justin and I are in the kitchen and I say kyle. something falls off the wall. siting alone while everyone is passed out and I haven’t slept thinking about how at every other sleepover kyle would always be wide awake with me, something falls off a shelf and zolof the rock and roll destroyer comes on. stop trying to scare me dick.
Kyle Crumb, Today was one hell of a roller coaster...
rodneyrhodes:
yup. at your house right now and I love you new soul mate.
Anonymous asked: what happened to your friend kyle? if you dont mind me asking
mike grizzly I love you.
so I ended up giving kyles jimmy autograph to his sister cause someone thought it would be good to put it in his pocket and then she cried in my arms and my heart hurts and I cant explain the feeling of knowing something I gave him will be buried with him.
Off to Tracies with a huge bag of clothes cause I’m being a gypsy and staying whereever tonight and tomorrow night for the wake tomorrow and the funeral on Monday.
Bye…
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So I am going to James’ for the game.
And I just realized I’m probably going to breakdown cause that’s where I saw him last not even two weeks ago.
Fucking hell…
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ashhbroski replied to your post: NEVERMIND FUCKING PISTONS. I don’t have the…
James’
THANK YOU.
For some reason my mind cannot remember the plurals of some peoples names.
NEVERMIND FUCKING PISTONS.
I don’t have the channel for the game.
Now, I guess I have to find my way to Jameses.
or is it Jamess.
I don’t know…
James is coming over for the game tonight.
Justin might. He has a lot to do.
I still haven’t seen a soul since Wednesday, so hopefully seeing and talking with James will help.
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Saves The Day- At Your Funeral
Yet another song...
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I never thought I’d say this but I can’t be alone in this room anymore.
I need to see someone. They need to let me cry in their arms and not say a word.
I really can’t handle this by myself anymore.
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